This has been a somber time for us. We very suddenly and unexpectedly lost Mamaw. She was such an important part of our lives and we miss her terribly. Jude was sadden but is supremely confident that Mamaw is in heaven and is much better off now. Lainey of course doesn't understand but she definitely senses something is missing. She sometimes just crawls around looking and cries. She has cried every night when it's bedtime since Mamaw's passing. This usually is a very happy time for her. Last night was the first time she hasn't cried. My mom was my best girlfriend and greatest supporter. She was the kindest most self-less person I have ever known. While I am greatly sadden with her passing, I find comfort and joy in the wonderful years I was lucky enough to have had her! I am also comforted by the knowledge that she now can no longer feel pain and sadness.
As far as "school" type stuff there has been much talk over many subjects but I honestly haven't kept track. Mamaw had MS but died of an aneurysm, so that has been discussed. We have also been talking about how you just don't know when the Lord is going to call you up so you need to enjoy each day and to be the best person you can everyday. We are not sure if we will be attending the UWWG now or not. We still have the reservations so hopefully it will still happen.
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